I miss You

To whoever reads this,
I assume you're one of my dear and beloved friends. I assume you're one of the people I love so much and miss a lot. I haven't always been the best friend out there, but I'm sure you have your faults too. But to me, you guys are the best friends a girl could have and as I grow older and the world gets scarier, I don't want to go through my days alone. I don't have the words to express how much I miss you all. Sonic, Halo, Fear, and Opal you're more than just friends to me, you're family. For me my real family isn't always there and I don't trust them a lot. For me, I can't tell secrets to just anyone but to you guys, I know I can tell you anything. I love you guys. I never want to have to go so long without talking to you again so if you could grant just one wish, I wish that you'd come back. I know you might be busy, and I am too, and maybe you feel like you've moved on but please just grant me this silly wish, and come by and say hello again. I miss you and I love you.

From the bottom of my heart,

Willow

You know, the other day I was referring to NFS to a friend and she said that everyone online is fake idiots and it enraged me so much. Through the years e have had our differences and similarities. We were all a tad too crazy, but that's always okay, because it made things more interesting. But what my friend doesn't seem to understand that sometimes online family and friends are more than just writing on a computer screen. They are real people. NFS was the only site I've ever cried for, or laughed for, or even wished for the memories to be relived, even the bad ones were memorable. Before NFS, I didn't know who I was, but now, I know exactly who I am. At school, I don't tell people what NFS is, no matter how much they ask, because being an NFSian is the one thing they can never take away from me. My family is never there for me, but my online friends are, and they are the ones with real places in my heart. You guys are the only people I've ever met who I can call family and that actually care about me. I hope all of you or any of you stop by, I miss you all.

-Opal