You know, the other day I was referring to NFS to a friend and she said that everyone online is fake idiots and it enraged me so much. Through the years e have had our differences and similarities. We were all a tad too crazy, but that's always okay, because it made things more interesting. But what my friend doesn't seem to understand that sometimes online family and friends are more than just writing on a computer screen. They are real people. NFS was the only site I've ever cried for, or laughed for, or even wished for the memories to be relived, even the bad ones were memorable. Before NFS, I didn't know who I was, but now, I know exactly who I am. At school, I don't tell people what NFS is, no matter how much they ask, because being an NFSian is the one thing they can never take away from me. My family is never there for me, but my online friends are, and they are the ones with real places in my heart. You guys are the only people I've ever met who I can call family and that actually care about me. I hope all of you or any of you stop by, I miss you all.
8.29.13 - Spot
10.29.15 - Princess Scott
4.4.16 - Serafina
This portion of the signature is a secret letter from Willow's heart,
I love you. Here is where I want to make some joke but I don't have one deserving of you. I'm a very stupid person. Not that I'm not intelligent, I just tend to ignore that side of me. You however were one of my stupid choices in life and I don't regret it. I'm glad I am stupid because a smart person probably wouldn't have forgiven you like I have. When I am at my worst, you're there for me and I love you for that. I trust you. I trust you with my life, with NFS, and with every damn thing I have. You make me wanna swear, not cause I am angry, but because I am happy.
I will never be able to forget you.
From the bottom of my heart,